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| I just wanted to wish everyone a safe and happy Halloween.
Today's my birthday!!!
the big 20!
:)
XoXo
Lyss!
♥
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| Seth and I are through. And strangely, I'm alright with it. I'm still in love with him. I'll always be in love with him. But I don't long for him. I can't remember the last time we had a real conversation, and I think it's just time I admit to it. There's no going back. He's not the same person I fell in love with almost 4 years ago. He's never going to be, and I hate that. I miss the old him. The Seth I knew. This new one... just doesn't feel right. I miss him though. A lot.
My birthday is in 12 days. Wish List!!!!!! ^^Click^^
[1]
I asked, "How long will you love me?"
He said, "Until you finish counting the stars."
[2]
Because street lights and stop signs
are all that distance means.
Freeways and free days are heaven to me.
[3]
Yes, terrible things happen,
but sometimes, those terrible things, they save you.
Even if it's killing you inside, you need to stick it out. Hold your head high. Breath.
[4]
I wish I had shown you all the
things that I was on the inside
[5]
And as the summers ending,
the cold air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending and this is all that's left.
[6]
Somewhere past the interstate,
the yellow lines and glowing moon,
you lie still in your bed.
My heart is stretched for miles and miles.
[7]
You’re the guy of my dreams,
but I, I think I’m finally waking up.
[8]
Don’t you dare tell me nothing matters. Everything matters.
Every fucking drop of rain, every ray of sunlight,
every wisp of cloud matters
and they matter because I can see them
and if I can see them then they can see me
and I know that there’s an entire world
that cares out there, hiding behind a world that doesn’t,
afraid to show who it really is and with or without you,
I will drag that world out of the dirt
and the blood and the muck until we live in it.
Until we all live in it.
[9]
so it's the laughter,
we'll remember, whenever we
remember the way we were.
[10]
It's different when you're lonely, the whole world's in love.
[11]
Why do we do that? Not experience what we can when we can? We're sitting there, within thirty yards or thirty feet or thirty inches of incredible, beautiful, natural treasures, and we just sit dumbly in a car. Look out at stuff like we're watching a movie.
[12]
This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon her
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| Am I getting better at this? lol
I've been obsessed with "Don't stop believein'" by Journey. and "Wish you were here" By Pink Floyd.
I'm always listening to them lately. Weird. My birthday is on Halloween! the 20's start. I'm kinda bummed I still wanna be a teenager. And, It's going to suck because Mel's not here. It's not going to be the same, I don't know how I'll make it though. :/
[1]
Even when you're not sure where you're headed,
it helps to know you're not going there alone.
No one has all the answers,
and sometimes the best thing to do is just apologize
and let the past be the past.
Other times we need to look to the future
and know that even when we think we've seen it all,
life can still surprise us,
and we can still surprise ourselves.
- Gossip Girl
[2]
Rock bottom is good solid ground,
and a dead end street is just a place to turn around
[3]
And we'd lay there in the darkness
like the dream of you I had.
[4]
What if you could go back in time, and take all those
hours of pain and darkness and replace them with something better?
[5]
if only you knew what I could do for you,
I could be the starlight in your eyes.
[6]
he pulls me through the storm, when I can't go on
[7]
I wish I could tell him,
just to make him see
"stop the hurting sweetheart,
you look down on everything"
his eyes are so weary and my heart is so vibrant
"can't you see, why don't you see?
I'm standing here, you'll always have me"
[8]
Our hearts wont stretch that far
[9]
There are other things we have to find
before we find each other.
[10]
Those words seemed so sincere
And I’ve been so lonely here
[11]
And sometimes your heart takes you to places
that can never lead to a happy ending.
[12]
trusting you when you're drunk
and trusting you when you're sober
are two completely different issues
i hate who you become
when the whisky hits you
Number 12 is my favorite. By far.
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| So, I'm in Paris, France right now (for work.) Sitting in my hotel room eating the most amazing breakfast EVER and it's 9am and I'm jet lagged as fuck. So, I thought I'd do a short update while I'm eating my amazing food ;)
^^ That's my breakfast. French Crepes. :)
[1]
I miss you, I do. I love you.
Everyday I wake up and have this ache in my chest.
And sometimes, I just sleep in because I know
when I wake up, you're not gonna be there.
[2]
It's like I'm secretly broken,
without the broken feeling.
There's just something in me that I know
is misplaced, but I don't know what it is.
[3]
Understand this, okay?
I absolutely, positively cannot be the only person
falling head over heels in love in this relationship.
It's got to be mutual.
[4]
The darker the secret,
the harder you keep it
[5]
You continuously ruin my life
and I continuously let you.
[6]
I like to pretend that everything’s all right,
because when everybody else thinks you’re fine,
sometimes you forget for a while that you’re not.
[7]
i love you. not maybe,
not tomorrow, not someday,
right now. at this very moment.
i realized something. i need you,
i trust you, i admire you. i want
you. and you can be wrong a lot
of the time, and we can fight,and
get mad at each other, but nothing,
nothing in this world can change
the fact that i love you.
[8]
"we say goodbye but never let go."
I got the pictures from an old friend of mine-- shattered_dreams_28 Check her out. :)
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| So if you're following me on twitter, or follow my updates on my personal, you know I'm working 2 jobs now, and if you don't, now you do :P
It's hard. By sunday night I will have worked 84 hours this week. I'm killin' myself. I think I'm going to give up the school dream, I can't afford it. Even with loans, and financial aid, It's just looking very grim.
[1]
Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leavin' my life in your hands.
I can't get you out of my head
[2]
We live our lives on different sides
But we keep together, you and I
[3]
watch the sunrise
until we fill our souls up
[4]
I've noticed that in the end,
you think about the beginning.
[5]
don't hide the broken parts
that I need to see
[6]
I want to be the place in your heart
that you can never let go of.
[7]
I don't necessarily want to be happy;
I just want to stop feeling miserable.
[8]
I don't remember much of that night,
except the look in her eyes.
[9]
love burns brighter than sunshine
[10]
It's not officially summer until you forget what day of the week it is.
These are things people have said to me. So give credit.
I just wanna live my life, with you, that's enough for me.
-WhereIs___LoveNow___Quotes
"I'm never gonna let go. Ever. I already feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be when I'm with you."
-WhereIs___LoveNow___Quotes
"You know some people believe that god makes their decisions for them, others believe that he gives you two options, The commonly known "fork". I however, Believe that fate or destiny is the flow of life. That people are supposed to do what they end up doing no matter how they get there. They can change the present, but the future will always be the same. You are my futur, My destiny, My fate. No matter how I would have lived my life I would still have met you, I can just feel it. I've lived my life to get to you, Now... Now I'm going to live my life for you, and with you."
-WhereIs___LoveNow___Quotes
summer's gone, and I am waiting for
new beginnings with better endings
long nights for the sleep deprived
friends fading while falling in love
i'll write these letters to you
from a desk in my room that's bleeding truth
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